Sunday 30 October 2011

Happy Halloween

The clock has just ticked over to that joyous day...barrier between the living and the dead being at its thinnest and all that shit.

Recently I have begun feeling increasingly down. Things just dont seem to go right any more. My homework has been falling behind, my grades are presumably falling and frankly I cant cope with it all anymore.

I dont feel comfortable going outside as much as I used to...when I do I continue to put on the happy expression and cheery manner...but I just dont feel alive any more.

I have more friends then I expected to, however...and that I am grateful for... I even got invited to a party ( Picture of my in a dress included)

But I left feeling worthless, dead inside. I was left with my drink in a corner while all my friends got together/sought alchohol/descended upon food.

/sigh

Life goes on I suppose