Happy Halloween

The clock has just ticked over to that joyous day...barrier between the living and the dead being at its thinnest and all that shit.

Recently I have begun feeling increasingly down. Things just dont seem to go right any more. My homework has been falling behind, my grades are presumably falling and frankly I cant cope with it all anymore.

I dont feel comfortable going outside as much as I used to...when I do I continue to put on the happy expression and cheery manner...but I just dont feel alive any more.

I have more friends then I expected to, however...and that I am grateful for... I even got invited to a party ( Picture of my in a dress included)

But I left feeling worthless, dead inside. I was left with my drink in a corner while all my friends got together/sought alchohol/descended upon food.

/sigh

Life goes on I suppose

So damn tired...

Not been sleeping well lately...


And why could I not see anything in the graveyard when if you look at the footage you can just see him in the beam of light.

He must have been about ten metres away or something? That damn camera shrinks everything



Uuurgh...shit is shit.

WHAT THE FUCK AM I SAYING?

porcelain dolls

I see... you "Don't trust me anymore"

I would be so devestated if you were not such a dickhead.

And lets face it...you are so. very. fragile.

I give you a month before you come running back for me again. Arsehole.

I don't particularly give a shit about you right now. Bigger fish to fry.

But I know you will never stop giving away all your fucks. And I like that, to be honest. You are compliant... submissive. Easy to bend...no wonder you went fucking nuts.

But go ahead and try to be independent and "fly solo"

lets watch you burn :D

As much as I love a good graveyard...

Markus wants me to go with him tonight. Fucking hell... There goes my night of gaming :/

Charming

Well I was going to write a rather thrilling chronology of todays events.


But, upon viewing my blog, I wish to scream and rage a bit.


WHOEVER THE FUCK YOU ARE, GET OFF MY FUCKING BLOG

I am so fucking pissed off here. Am I a target too then?


Asshole.

EQUINOX