...

I am but a seed of man.
consider this the harvest.
This is a final goodbye -Kyle

I thought it was a game?

ON THE BRIGHT SIDE...

I'M BRINGING SEXY BACK.
YEAH.
ALL THOSE BOYS JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO ACT.
YEAH.
SOMETHINGSOMETHINGSOMETHINGGODTHISSONGSUCKS.
SOMETHING ABOUT A TASTY PIE.
TAKE IT TO THE BRIDGE

So tired

But sleep is, alas, not my friend xD

I don't remember the last time I slept for more than 4 hours...I should probably see someone about that :/

Either way... I am eagerly awaiting this video Markus claims he wishes to upload. It sounds thrilling xD

Oh well...No use for Doom and Gloom

Fucking Global Warming and the sun being a cock and stuff.

This is the weirdest beginning to winter we have had for some time. sporadic bursts of great downpour between moments of bright and glowing sunshine... and it was getting dark by the time I left class to go home (about 3.30)

this is madness I tell you. Utter madness.

And no, this is not Sparta. that meme is raped and tired.

Now I shall flee and read homestuck and play minecraft and maybe watch Tron Legacy if I can stay awake.

Exaunt

Happy Halloween

The clock has just ticked over to that joyous day...barrier between the living and the dead being at its thinnest and all that shit.

Recently I have begun feeling increasingly down. Things just dont seem to go right any more. My homework has been falling behind, my grades are presumably falling and frankly I cant cope with it all anymore.

I dont feel comfortable going outside as much as I used to...when I do I continue to put on the happy expression and cheery manner...but I just dont feel alive any more.

I have more friends then I expected to, however...and that I am grateful for... I even got invited to a party ( Picture of my in a dress included)

But I left feeling worthless, dead inside. I was left with my drink in a corner while all my friends got together/sought alchohol/descended upon food.

/sigh

Life goes on I suppose

So damn tired...

Not been sleeping well lately...


And why could I not see anything in the graveyard when if you look at the footage you can just see him in the beam of light.

He must have been about ten metres away or something? That damn camera shrinks everything



Uuurgh...shit is shit.

WHAT THE FUCK AM I SAYING?

porcelain dolls

I see... you "Don't trust me anymore"

I would be so devestated if you were not such a dickhead.

And lets face it...you are so. very. fragile.

I give you a month before you come running back for me again. Arsehole.

I don't particularly give a shit about you right now. Bigger fish to fry.

But I know you will never stop giving away all your fucks. And I like that, to be honest. You are compliant... submissive. Easy to bend...no wonder you went fucking nuts.

But go ahead and try to be independent and "fly solo"

lets watch you burn :D

As much as I love a good graveyard...

Markus wants me to go with him tonight. Fucking hell... There goes my night of gaming :/

Charming

Well I was going to write a rather thrilling chronology of todays events.


But, upon viewing my blog, I wish to scream and rage a bit.


WHOEVER THE FUCK YOU ARE, GET OFF MY FUCKING BLOG

I am so fucking pissed off here. Am I a target too then?


Asshole.

EQUINOX

Just another pleasant forest sunday

Had a great day :D

Just chillin' with friends and Oblivion :3

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE

I cant do this.
I cant cope anymore...how many more times will it fall apart?

It comes...it burned it all...and then left.

And now markus...markus, markus always fucking markus.


It is all his fault it is back. The same fucking thing that ripped my life to shreds.

All by a word... A fucking word that I happened to fucking stumble across

Oh fuck

So...I got bored and decided to check out the ol' twitter...

Dear Fuck :/

What he is refering to? I have no idea.

Can I contact him? No.

He will not pick up his fucking phone...Which is strange because normally he is grateful to have a fucking call in the first place.

I need to burn something D:

General updation

Is updation a word? It should be. I like that word a lot.

Oi, Oxford? Put that in your dictionary!

Anywho...OT as they say... Things are good. I have an audition for a major BBC program which pilots on christmas day... and my parrot has stopped biting me!

Oh, and we hit 140 subscribers this week. I am fighting back appreciative tears xD

So...Markus just uploaded a little slideshow of pictures from his holiday.

I have THREE NOTES ON THAT MATTER. Not Two, not Four...FIVE IS WAY OUT! (Cookies for those who understand :P)

1: My holiday was vastly more exciting
2:Markus cannot take pictures for shit
and 3: There is a recurring dude in a trenchcoat hovering around.

IN B4 IT IS SLENDY CRAZY VEIL DUDE

Well...That is just a theory but... I shall raise the issue with him... There is probably a perfectly rational explanation...I mean...the isle of wight is a small place full of inbreds

Well... My updation is over...CYAZ

Got back home

The holiday was great! I may or may not show you the holiday fotage...it depends on how grumpy Markus is when I call him xD

I opened the door to my house, walked down the
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                                                                                       Which is currently my favourite book...
                                   

                                                             Picture that.In your dreams

Portugal!

Great fun, can't stay long.

I am reading comments... I fucking love iron maiden xD

I am a bit pissed off about logger being in Portuguese here >:(

Despite my face being savaged by Mosquitos I am fucking loving it here and all dat shit.


Seeya later :D

POST GIG HYPERERERERERENESS

Just got back from 'Maiden

It rocked...I had a video I was mnt to post today but who gives a flying fuck?


Oh...and Markus is on holiday and shit